Blind
Step out into the darkness,
Will the ground fall out beneath me?
Is the footing sure and firm?
Go, I tell myself, one step further!
More! More! I must know!
Heated passions, dark alley fucks.
Smoky rooms full of course, rough laughter
Intense eyes and saturated thighs
Passing time, down on Bourbon Street.
Are you alone, holding your pillow tight,
With me spread naked in your dreams?
Or is your bed warm and wet tonight?
Your senses full of moans and screams?
Will it never be me beneath you, hot and tight?
My lust and love mingled like thick cream.
I flinch towards sleep with heavy sighs,
Thoughts of you taunting my mind.
Wanting my teeth to bite your hard thighs,
Of this desire you seem so damned blind.
This must end.
I fight against nothing,
I fight against everything.
Screaming madness,
Sucking me down, pulling me back,
My need breaking control.
Everything is nothing,
Shall I repeat this fight again?
It must be over, I insist!
I want him and I need him.
My insanity tells me so!
But its over, its over.
A slow painful death!
I am exhausted.
This must end.
Can I take a bit of you with me when I go?
Can I cut off a piece and carry it inside me?
Can I brand you as my own?
Can I devour you with my greed?
Can I trust a single word you say?