This must end.
I fight against nothing,
I fight against everything.
Screaming madness,
Sucking me down, pulling me back,
My need breaking control.
Everything is nothing,
Shall I repeat this fight again?
It must be over, I insist!
I want him and I need him.
My insanity tells me so!
But its over, its over.
A slow painful death!
I am exhausted.
This must end.